i need a pep talk today.
I'm having a moody friday today. you know contrary to what you may think, i'm not alwayz pumped and ready to go..for the dayz that feel soo long because this depressing situation wont go away, i cry.
I find strength in shedding tears as i read that weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning.
So i already feel the sweet relief and the after taste of this tears is flavorful.
Anywayz, i just hung up the line with my girl friend who incidentally feels unenthusiastic about her life right now as we both ranted and rambled about getting a better job and getting into Med school and for a few seconds it felt good to just complain paying that stupid bill and getting another apartment as my current apt pisses me off right now and i need to get a damnn car! arrrrgh! The other day, it rained in Toronto and the rain beat me soo much i was drenched and furious!!
ok..ok..'m done! am done ranting. my friend n i ended the phone convo relieving dayz that we would whine about getting into that school program or getting a job and guess what? 2years later,we have all of that so i learned that while the road may not seem that rosy (especially when you see your friends on facebook "living the life"), its important to know that:
1) Every one has their time.
2) Things have actually gotten alot better, you just dont see them.
Thanks for listening diary, I'M BACK! I FEEL GREAT ALREADY!
I scheduled a rant date with my girlfriend later today at a Nigerian restaurant. *Phone call in order to change the program to a gratitude date*
Once in a while, its okay to just vent off and get it all out of your system just dont dwell on the negativity
Sometimes life can get you down, find somebody who can lift your spirit not somebody to remind you of your failures
Take your eyez off every one else for now. Relax, your Time is coming!