Teach me how to love

Dear Diary,

Today my ability to love was doubted.

Teach me how to love.
Show me the way to surrender my heart

When I first heard the song ‘Teach me how to love’ by ‘Musiq’, I thought it was stupid..like for real.who needs to learn how to love?

Now I almost wanna go look for musiq to give him a hug and say I totally understand what you were going through.

I thought I could love..i still think I know how to love…it comes naturally..doesnt it?

I think I have enough love to keep an entire village warm..maybe that’s the problem…am I loving selectively?

Right now, if there was a school of loving, I will enrol right now cuz that’s how I was just made to feeel..stone cold…ruthless…loveless girl that needs to learn the basics.

Maybe the reason am able to love a village of strangers and not show that in other aspects is cuz there are no walls

Anywayz, thanks for ur ears…m just gonna cuddle up in the company of my duvet and cup of tea…and try to have a day.

LESSONS LEARNED

NONE!!

How to love? Am lost! I know NOT the basics

How to Express it? CLUELESS!

How to care? Forget about it!

Yours in-love
Ehi Bourgeoisie